checking my blog archives

By: sally on Friday, May 13, 2005

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Today is my third day here in the company. We had this orientation with the certain projects they handle by the different development teams. It was nice to know those projects, thinking that someday we will be part of the team developing them. Hopefully we would gain the necessary skills to handle those kinds of projects. We will be trained for three months, i think that would be enough time to learn new skills.

I was able to revisit my past posts in this blog. This online journal was actually my second account. I had my first blog account in Blurty.com and it was way back 2002. I wasn't able to maintain it though since most of my friends all switched to LJ. It was really hard managing three accounts especially if you don't know how to embed codes to post to one and be seen on two or more blogs. What you would do is just to copy and paste the entry to the different accounts. Pasaway.

back to the archives, i saw this certain poem in one of my posts. it doesn't have a title but i really like it. It feels like it is always applicable to me. Good thing i still have a copy here in blogspot. here's the poem again.:)


Whenever I look at you
I feel sudden sadness
Because I know, you are someone,
Who could never be mine.
Maybe you have noticed the sadness
I?m having lately,
I just couldn?t handle it anymore.
I cannot go on pretending,
That you are just my friend.
When deep inside, you are special.
I hate myself for not being able,
To admit this stupid feeling I have for you.
I?m afraid of the consequences,
That is bound to happen.
Your smile keeps on hunting me,
My mind is telling me to forget you? but how?
Those times we have spent together will always be with me.
Because I know it?s all I have of you.
If ever the time comes,
That you?ll able to know the way I?m feeling,
Promise me you?ll never hate me.
I know it?s wrong to love you,
And there?s nobody to blame but me.
I?m not aware that I?ve fallen to you.
Until that time, and it hurts me so much to know,
That you?ll never love me, the way I love you.
The distance between us is getting bigger,
I couldn?t do anything but to love you from a distance.
So forgive me from being foolish.
I know whatever happens,
You and I will be fantasy.
Only in my dreams can I hold you,
Only there shall you be mine.
But when the dream is finally over,
Reality will creep through my heart,
And will proclaim that you are
Someone who could never be mine...

Sad but really true. Oh well, that's how life goes.

I also had entries about UAAP games. The days i got hooked to other teams aside from our own even going to Ateneo compound just to watch Artadi and Yap (UE team) and watching games of FEU when I appreaciated Santos' as a player. I just hope that though we are already graduates, it will be a lot easier to get tickets for the games. Excited na nga ako.:)

I was able to visit some of my friends' blogs. I really miss them. Hope that we can meet and just chat around. MISS ko na mga EBs!

If you are watching Pinoy Pop Superstar, maybe you know that Jonalyn already won the competition. I'm really happy for her( wishing na sana ako rin..hehe..). I still would want to try my luck. The problem is I'm already 20. Those competitions really prioritize younger contestants. And asa pa ko, i'm not a good singer naman. But i'm still not dropping my dream of becoming a singer. Malay natin diba?

To Jonalyn again, three people already told me that we are look-alikes. kahit sa unang tingin lang daw. Syempre father ko naman told me, "Mas maganda sayo yun!" thanks Pa. Anak mo nga ako. :( pero she's really a performer and a talented singer. I already knew that she has a potential even on her first week. I like her style in singing 'Run to You' and 'It Might be You'. Napahanga niya talaga ako. :)